This collection of poems and short stories was written by Evgeniy Rubashko, a Belarusian anarchist, programmer, and activist with the initiatives "Food Not Bombs" and FreeMarket, who has been in prison since 2021. Arrest, torture, prosecution, and years in prison have not broken his spirit. In captivity, Zhenya wrote over fifty poems, maintained an interest in literature, programming, and sports, and remained true to his beliefs and values. These texts reveal his inner world, his fortitude, and his search for freedom even behind bars. They are filled with the experiences of a prisoner who, despite isolation, continues to support his loved ones and inspire his friends.